Disappointed, even closest don't treat like a closest.


Guess 2012 is a good start to QUIT CLUBBING
Time changed, People Changed & Life Changed...

Life is short, Live it to the fullest.
Just Happy and hide all the Sadness
I'm just gone.


Sometimes i felt, when people finish using you or need your help. at the end they just disappeared or ignore you.
What kinda of person is this...  HATE TTM


It seen the year 2011 wasn't a good year for me. Everything wasn't smooth as what i expect. not just say things that is impossible, but just things i tried so hard and all the gain was all fail.

I know life wasn't easy for everyone. but what can i say, my life it just turn this way.
Helping wasn't making any pride
Trying wasn't making any progress
Hoping wasn't make it happen
Wishing wasn't make it appeal.


But all of those have given me an answer to understand, to know who they are, what they want, and how they treat the way. People always say, you don't need to have many friends. Just glade that those who standing by your side. Ya... that sound right. Even those close one wasn't the same as before. Maybe that the way i behave or fate to STOP.


What is love?
Nobody understand, they only can tell you from what the story they seen or the experience they had.
Ya... Maybe Love is just a game. Today you play poker, tomorrow you play jackpot.
Its whether which game can win more. the more you win the more you wanna find another game to gain more. Sound weird right ? Well that's how all the things turn around.

You may try to follow their feet step, but you never know who you are.
You may turn back the way it is, but you never know who they are.

Nothing can change, you may try to be nice, but the person may take it for granted.
and back again, you turn around, you may never find the right one.



Its seen none of them can make it right.
Some said, follow the book you won't make it wrong.
But have you know that, the book won't till you what the real world it's gonna be?
Hahahaaaa....

Well, at least i know how value i am now, and i'm gonna step back from who i am or maybe no.
The real me, who the real me? Some may know, but some may don't
So let see how it goes.


Why always good things always turn bad...